Anthology Poem

Candy Bloomfield (Kiarra Holmes)

My sweet sweet Violent Bloomfield

My baby is dying

My baby has died

We never really got to have mother-daughter talks

I’m so ashamed that I allowed cocaine to overtake my life

I would never get to hear my sweet grandbaby call me granny

If only I knew why you had your head down so much

Even though i’ve been high I still recognized your feelings

I'm so sorry that it took me this long to want to make a change

I can't believe that my baby is gone

I can't believe that my baby's baby is gone

Our family can never be the same again

I could no longer live if you weren't there either

So I tried to clean myself up I really did

But with no one here to be my motivation I just can't do it

I started the withdrawal stage

It was just so hard not getting my daily dose of the good stuff

So I went to my dealer and ordered as much as I could afford

Then I went in an alley and snorted away my feelings

Then I drifted away into a land where I was with my baby and her baby

There I laid in the alley next to the street by which my baby and died.

Review on Week #32

      Well here I am again. This week was another basic week. I really am just counting until the last week of school so that I can get out there. I don't know exactly what I'm doing this summer but I'm pretty sure it'll be a hundred times better than sitting in school. It's nearing the end of April and I am so glad because on May 6 Would be like 2 months away from my birthday. I'll be 16 years old and I sit can't believe it because I still have all my little memories from my childhood. I believe I'm still like 8/9 at heart and I love it.

Review on Week #31

      Well this week was kind of basic. It was basic because there was nothing really happened that was worth talking about. I mean it was the week after spring break and I did not want to come to school at all. I mean I had got so accustomed to my own schedule of sleeping in late and not going to bed until an early morning time. And me going to school just totally messed up the process. Tear Tear because I really loved that extra amount of sleep that I got while I was on spring break.